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The slippery slip
I always was something of a tomboy growing up. I preferred trousers to skirts, mainly because I didn’t like any of my skirts, but also because feminine attire would have been unpractical for a young girl who liked to romp with her younger brothers, climb trees and dig holes with them in the garden! As I grew up and matured, and as the fashions changed it became harder and harder to find clothing which I considered to be modest. I started to sew my own clothing and this allowed me to sew skirts which I liked. I began to wear skirts more and more often.
The discovery
Then one day, I looked down at myself and thought, ‘I look just like a man.’ It was true. From my shoes to my sweater my clothing had all come from the men’s section. This is when I realized that in seeking to be modest I’d become masculine. I was truly horrified. I’d been seeking to please God with my modesty, but realized that I wasn’t pleasing Him by being masculine. In fact, I realized that my masculine appearance sent the message that I was rejecting God’s gifts of womanhood and femininity to me. It struck me that that was what I was missing: femininity. I needed to be feminine just as much as I needed to be modest. This would be pleasing to God.
The road to recovery (and feminine modesty!)
The area of femininity became a major subject of study for me. I read books, talked to peers, sat under the teaching of older women and attempted to learn all I could about being feminine. One book I read described femininity as being the opposite of masculinity. This helped me a lot. I connected this concept with the ideas that I was learning that colours and colour combinations can be feminine or masculine, that various fabrics can be feminine or masculine, that patterns on fabric can be feminine or masculine, that cuts and styles and forms of tailoring can be feminine or masculine. My wardrobe went through a reformation, and indeed continues to reform as I learn more about femininity.
The Lord is good. Not only has He opened my eyes about the importance of femininity, but He has shown me how important a witness I have as a Christian girl to this pagan world in the way that I dress. May my wardrobe continue to reform in ways that please the Lord. I praise the name of the Lord.
Update: 2009
In my testimony, “Reformation in My Wardrobe” I expressed a desire that my wardrobe would continue to be reformed as I learned more about femininity. And, praise God, it has! One thing I have learned is that it is probably more accurate to define femininity not as opposite to masculinity, but as complimentary to it. The concept that femininity is complimentary to masculinity is evident from the description of God’s creation of the first woman, Eve, in Genesis 1and 2. We are told that she is made in God’s image and that she is made to compliment (to be a help meet, a helper suitable) to her husband. I am now married and have been seeking to fulfil my role as my husband’s helper. My husband, Pete, is a self-employed entrepreneur who runs a timber mill and woodworking business. I help him in many spheres: in the home (helping to build and keep it), garden, town (doing shopping), and in the business with office work, workshop chores, deliveries or helping him at his timber mill. In most of these spheres I am able to easily dress as I described in “Reformation in My Wardrobe” – in a distinctly feminine way which sends the message that I have embraced God’s gift of womanhood to me. In some of the spheres in which Pete requests my help it takes more creativity to have an appearance which is distinctly feminine. When skirts and sandles are no longer suitable for a task one may sometimes have to resort to overalls and Blundstone boots. Pete loves seeing me in my overalls because the message they communicate to him is, “I’m here to help you. I want to invest in your calling and make you a success.” But what if a desire to look feminine had kept me from actually being feminine? What if I had refused to help Pete in a sphere because it would mean I had to wear overalls? This brings me back to the concept that femininity is complimentary to masculininty. Being a helper meet (complimentary) to my husband is the essence of femininity. Helping him when he needs the help even if it means overalls and boots is being feminine. I could wear the prettiest dresses, but if I was unwilling to help my husband I would not truly be feminine. In conclusion, just as femininity is not an excuse for not helping, helping is not an excuse for not being feminine. It can be difficult at times, but the challenge is exciting. I have sought to maintain my feminine distinction despite the overalls through sewing ribbon/lace on work shirts, wearing pretty scarves over my hair, putting flowers in my hair and wearing jewellery among other things. And I pray for more creativity in this area as the reformation in my wardrobe continues.
These two photos, one of Pete and Genevieve (dressed in her ordinary clothing) with their little daughter, Natalie, on their first wedding anniversary. The second is of Genevieve (dressed in overalls) helping Pete connect copper pipes under a house. Both depict a feminine woman.
End Notes
1. This article and update has been reproduced with the permission of Mrs Genevieve de Deugd, who is the wife of Mr Pete de Deugd. Please visit their website: http://www.issacharian.com/.
